Thinking Fast and Slow in Life’s Fast-Paced Exciting Challenges

Yesterday, I was on cloud nine, a whirlwind of emotions keeping me awake until the wee hours. Here I am, on a quest to rediscover myself, and the sheer thrill of it consumed me. This blog, my digital diary, is where I will chronicle my explorations and adventures of self-discovery and personal growth.

But with the dawn’s light, the euphoria of yesterday has subdued, leaving me pondering: “What next?” I’ve committed bravely to unearthing my life’s purpose, documenting each step here.

I must emphasize this:

I am deeply content. My heart swells with gratitude every time I think of my family – my supportive and lovely husband and our two incredible children. We share a beautiful, sprawling home, and I’ve built a thriving career. It’s not just the happiness I feel; it’s a profound sense of appreciation for everything I’ve been blessed with. If I simply stayed the course, I’m confident that my professional life would continue to flourish, and before long, my children would mature into independent, fulfilling lives.

Yet, there’s this persistent tug, a nudge at the back of my mind that’s grown harder to push aside. It’s become increasingly insistent, and I can’t turn a deaf ear any longer (I talked about this before; check out my blog here). My friend told me I am going through a mid-life crisis, but I am only in my mid-30s, dang it!!

So, do I dive into art, revisiting the passion of my younger days? Or immerse me in the calming world of meditation, seeking inner revelations? There’s also the allure of technology. Halfway through Harvard University’s CS50, could a shift to coding be my future? I mean, maybe I want to make a significant change in my life; Obviously, getting married and having children didn’t do much for me, huh?

Yet, life’s everyday hustle, from parenting to work, already keeps me on my toes. So, I turn to a simpler refuge: baking. An act that not only clears my mind but connects me to the present.

Thinking, fast and slow:

Inspired by Kahneman’s “Thinking, Fast and Slow,” I realize the essence of ‘slow thinking.’ While my days are filled with rapid, intuitive decisions (akin to System 1 of Kahneman’s theory; Read “Kahneman Fast And Slow Thinking Explained”, by Astrid Groenewegen for your comprehensive understanding!), it’s time I embraced the deliberate, analytical thoughts of System 2. Through focused introspection, I aim to find the answers that often elude me in the hustle.

 

“Nothing in life is as important as you think it is, while you are thinking about it.”
Daniel Kahneman

Professor Hwang’s insights in his book “Flow” resonate with Kahneman’s. After days of sustained, deliberate thinking, clarity will follow. Perhaps this rigorous introspection will illuminate my future path.

Thus begins my foray into ‘slow thinking.’ My endgame? Finding my passion. The next few days are crucial, hoping they shed light on my heart’s true calling.

Until clarity strikes, this space will record my journey. If our paths align, even remotely, do share your insights. This isn’t just my chronicle; it’s a canvas where we learn together.

Wishing you clarity, passion, and a day filled with joy!